In awe

I have to admit, I am in “awe” of the unknown. Yesterday I went in for teeth extractions. The dentist put my under for it. The surgery went quickly and before I knew it I was waking up. All I knew was that I had just been in an amazing place with a very special person and didn’t want to return yet.

I remember being wheeled into recovery and my husband walking in. I started to cry as I tried to speak, not from pain but joy! I was trying to tell my husband I had just been with our son, Josh, and that he was beautiful! I have not yet remembered anything from my time with him. I barely remember telling my husband about our son, and I am certain if I had not told him right away I would have forgotten. I made a very large effort to make sure I got the message out, that I had just spent time with my son. I don’t know if we were in heaven or just a special place. I just remember feeling love and how anxious I was to tell my husband, because I did not want us to forget.

God is AWESOME! Truly truly awesome!

About Cynthia

I was brought up a Mormon but became a skeptic. I was open minded and accepting but did not know what to believe or how to believe in God or Jesus Christ. In the passing my baby boy, at the age of 2 1/2, my eyes were opened to the Lord. In His love I found strength to get through my grief. I found compassion unlike any other. Through God I found Hope!
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